♥ Escape works sometimes ,
Tuesday, March 31, 2009 7:41 PM


You hugged me from the back,stopping me from walking off.Now you choosed to walk away. i have got nothing to say.


Friday, March 27, 2009 11:12 PM



Went you put on your dancing shoes ,
dancing gracefully ,
every trouble will go away.


痛得不会哭了



11:40 AM


I struggle and struggle , no matter how hard i struggle ,
i dont wish to put you down , i dont bare to put you down..

P/S: its making me suffocating


Thursday, March 26, 2009 12:00 AM


No Mood to blog.
the tagging that keeps my blog going,
My blog is able to But my life in unable to.

P/S: Your happiness is all i am asking God to give you , even it deducts my happiness for my 10 life-times i am willing.


Tuesday, March 24, 2009 6:03 PM




Where is my superman?
no longer there for me..

Leave me with millions of wounds that he stabbed.
hurts alot alot..
i am not asking for anything ..
Just want you to be happy,healthy,loved.

untill today , i Just woke up ,
woke up from what you said.
You said i must have some faith in you bah ,
i had alot alot , that makes me hang on till today.
Yet you betrayed it ,
My Superman i trusted for 5 years ,
just betrayed me like this .
You lied !
what you haven been doing for the past years..

I found mysef super useless ,
i can't give you anything but everyday and night
weeping for you.
making you detest me more.
all i can do is preying , prey for a better lady for you.

p.s: I will continue living in your lie though. Chu Hin Wa.


Sunday, March 22, 2009 3:56 PM




Rejected photo }:
hah. went out with Ameline and MinChee recently. to Jurong library to "Study" yea , done almost all my homework there. We Minchee were was stalking MMR's Blog. and trying to make ourselves laugh over her face. LOL~ after that return to CCK , for night market , bought Jackfruit! Delicious. After that bus home with Ameline.




Went lavender with minchee.
She get her boots , i got my slippers. had dinner than went home. :D at least i am out .. not alone at home again. after that went to Mummy's shop , my god! i reached home at 6 in the morning. ~.~ Ate 4 Classic with parents ! 2 Mango, Strawberries , Kiwi , Grape! I ate the most :D After that accompany dad for the new Salon Mum Open's Renovation. all his workers are bangala. and Dad is quite dark. thus makes me so white! {: so happy. LOL

P.S: Baby, Its raining. Don't Catch Cold these few days alrights? take good care of yourself..


Saturday, March 21, 2009 2:32 PM




Internet connection broke down.
away for a moment..


Thursday, March 19, 2009 10:38 PM


Mummy's New Salon , OPENING soon @

Wilkie Edge , selegie road 1.

#01-03.






Yesterday.

My LJB there.
went IMM with shihui and minchee ,
end up we spent thousand and million of dollars on the
machine. -.-'
$16 for a spongbob and a bear huh. Lmaos!
and went home by mrt after that,
got a old ah pek actually touch min chee and mine -toot-
and yea, do something dam ps before we alight. lols.

i am tired.. really tired.
Of waiting and waiting for a nothing
always a nothing.
nor hou gui zhor ..



2:35 AM


tong nor gong , di miong fong shaou.
dou yi ga , nor ge xim zhong hei hou tong hou tong.
zhi dou ji gei me deng mou zhor lei ,
dou mou deg hor fan lei .
lei deg ger miong hm cai nor , bei nor xiong xim ,
nor zhen hei me zi di miong zoi oi lei zor ...
yeg gor yug log lei , wo zhong hei hou ai zhu lei ...
me hei gong fong shao jiao fong shao geh ,
lei tong nor gong lei wui tong kei ta deg lam yen be yeg yong ,
tong nor gong deg fong xim oi lei ,
ai zor lei gem xim yao dim?
zui hao yao me hei xiong zor ji gei ,
tong nor gong gor dit ye dou hei ja geh ,
oi wan nor dou me hei gem ah ,
nor dei zhi dou dui fong 5 nin zor ,
ying gu yao did xiong mui gam qing gua .
gim yong yi wan zor nor ge gam qing ,
lei hei pin gor?
ai lei gim xim yao zhou me yea?
lei zhi dou mou ,
zhi dou yao dim ?
lei wui gam dou dui mu que mou?
lei mu wui geh , wo zhi dou ....
oi lei dou mou yong , yeg wei , nor oi chor yen zor..

( in canto , dont think anybody understands)
tmr than post about today's outin.


Tuesday, March 17, 2009 12:31 AM


Finally i got myself really feeing better.
took 100 zhilian photos! -screams-
feel so much better .
thanks Ley darling ,
Allyy mei ,
Shihui GiGi ,
Ameline baba ;
EVERYBODY {:

i will still make myself love you untill the day you are willing to face me, directly , and no more advoids between us , we might end up breaking up by than ... i dont care , i just want to love you {: my bigbig darling {3





Monday, March 16, 2009 1:34 PM


oh , thats how you called friends ?
used me to take over the leader and now ?
not even a thankyou ,
and when everything changed , no one tell me?
hah thanks god -.-
and i love you alot alot you know that ,
now you regards me as not your beloved?
ok forget it ,
just forget it ok -.-
if thats the case , i dont think we are friends from
start.
.


12:56 PM


Meaning-less Life i guess has nothing to update bah.
If one loves the other ,
the other dont love him or her ,
its not a R/S.

you;re right allyy mei ,
we did'nt even started if thats the case..
i love you i really do.
stupid ass when are you returning back }:


Monday, March 9, 2009 8:15 PM


thanks for letting me knowing everything.
memories are fake
everything is fake.
but i will still treasure the lies and fake...

i still love you


Sunday, March 8, 2009 3:06 AM





Just tomorow ,
the mark off of our 2nd month ,
where are you ?
its the 13th day i dont recieve anything already..


Saturday, March 7, 2009 3:06 AM





2 more days baby.
still remember?
i am still here without you... {:


Thursday, March 5, 2009 8:29 PM


今天的局面只能怪我自己,
怪我自己太相信你,
怪我自己太爱你,
怪我自己太依赖你,
怪我自己为什么要认识你。
全怪我。。。
为什么你要这样骗我,
你知道我有多么多么爱你。
你可以呢么轻易地把我推开,让我难过。
你知不知道,我的身活没有了你,有多么难过吗。
如果你对我说,你想放弃这段感情 ;
需要分手来换回自己的快乐,我愿意。。。
我们还是兄妹,很情爱的兄妹。。。。。。
现在你把我当什么?
让我像个笨蛋的让你这么耍你知道都少眼泪我为你流了吗。。。
好多好多的心痛。。
好像被你一块一块的切下来。。
那种痛,你是不能想象的。。。
如果你想说,一开始你只是在玩我,我可以告诉你,你成功了。


4:09 PM




life as usal.
school'ed and went home.
during history , thanks MR MOK.
its really cool of you i swear.
MR LEE used 1 hour to say thousand and million times.
you used 5 mins , and i understand already.
:DDDDDDD

its the don't know how many days already my dear..
i am so so so tired..
really tired of waiting

oh fuck.
when i know you dont worth it ,
i said i dont ,
but infact i really willing to live in your lies...


3:39 PM





You Left an unremoveable scar.
Tears Flowing non-stop for you.
i want you back and i know i wont be able to.
but what can i do when you choose to leave me?
but you're great , making up a lie to make me feel better.
thank baby.


Wednesday, March 4, 2009 8:40 PM



5 days to our 2 months.
still not a word from you,
enjoyed your shopping too much?
hah. baby return quickly~
you said , no promise but actions to prove yourself .
you said , you love me.
you said , you miss me,
you said , roses are waste of money.
you dash back to camp when break just to message me telling me you miss me.
you always bring me to movie.
you hug me when i am cold , using your breath to make me warm.
you fetch me home no matter how late.
you bought chrismas teddy for me.
you bought valentines teddy for me.
we can't bear to leave each other when you left for hongkong.
we can't bear to leave each other everytime i reach home.
you love pink ,
you're 3S.
you're so perfect so perfect.
now i lost you , baby i will wait untill the day you return. {:
i can only blaim myself for that ,
i am a lousy girlfriend.


Monday, March 2, 2009 5:34 PM


Maybe thats how life goes.
got scolded by MrLee due to my maths.
yea i ammit wrong my shouting back to him. -.-
i was sleeping , than crying under my table when he
call me , i was of course angry , but thats not a way to treat a
teacher though. Sorry Mr Lee.

the 7th day i dont receive anything..
baby baby baby. where are you..
hope you're fine, enjoying your shopping!

ley's right ,
its all about trust ,
i should be understand-able the situation you're in.
i should understand how you feel.
i should have belive in us...
Baby , i am waiting {:
-mwacks- (:imy.

Tags reply.
xingzi: taidi ! imissyous !!! D;
I miss you too taidi {: {3

gen: twinie don't sad don't worry ok??u still hab me me me!!
how can i dont worry? its .. unexplainable. thanks twinnie {3

Ameline: I WANT ULTRAMAN!
BABA {: draw lorh.

Cherley: mwarks ! {3
-shy-

Liqi: Laogong ah, dont think too much yea. (: Love you many. Can always call me if you need a shoulder t lie on okay? <3 color="#ff0000">Thanks laopo. i will ! thanks alot alot for that day when i got no one to turn to {: love you many.

gen: twinnie twinnie don't sad u still hab ur stupid brainless twinnie sad sad can come find me i will cheer u up until u go crazy smile always!(=
how to dont sad? if thats happens to andy , you will sad sad also right? {: thanks twinnie anyways.

ZU: aiai, pretty shot of a rainbow. {3. 5 months is long.. lol
thanks.lol.

Allyy: JIEEEEE! Stayy strong okayy! {3
keays. thanks mei. {3

Ameline: wth ! got rainbow ?! I DIDNT SAW IT LAH . WA LAO , PISSED . LOL
Too bad.

Ameline: update lah siao eh ! or no ultraman for you again! (: hahaha . BIBI&BABA !
siao eh , 1 day never update niah lah. BIBI&BABA(:

MinChee: btw tat one is i take for u de or u take urself de?
I take myself de.

♫YuQi ♫: wow !! how COOL !! will not drop down de mehx? nice sia ! =33 jealous ....
LoL.

Ameline: waaa ! your house view so nice ):
It's Dalvin's house staircase view. LOL

MinChee: lol, can dun need care me, jux come out recently nia
MinChee: omg cher where r u standing n u r standing beside building only leh..
MinChee: omg cher where r u standing n u r standing beside building only leh..
MinChee: omg cher where r u standing n u r standing beside building only leh..
siao eh? -.- can see..

Liqi ': LAOGONG LAOGONG ! What happen t you ah? Must get well soon okeh! Next time go swimming must careful ya ! Hohoho.
Alrights. i am alright. dont worry

shirley`: cheer up ! love love love ! {3 tehees (: !
saya cinta kau {3

keekee: eh meow. ur eternity spell wrongly O.O LOL
lol.

Ameline: i know i know ! ball-less draw de leh ! of cause cute lah ! just like me , awww !
BHB de yao si!



Sunday, March 1, 2009 1:06 PM




Lavender signifys waiting ..
i am waiting ; my dear.
anouther day without any message again..
its the 4th day
and our 50th day together. (:



Yours truly,

♥ with love


I am Cher ; 谢雪儿 . I am Fourteen ; going Fifteen soon on the 29th September. I can be really nice & negative at both time. Secondly i am someone who is very Automatic , if you dont like me , i wont stick with you like a bitch. Lastly i am a person who goes an eye for an eye

I am a certified to be a BITCH if you want me to.

♥:Kevin,Shirley,JiangLing,Liqi,Yuzu,Cindy,Shihui,Ameline

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