♥ Escape works sometimes ,
Sunday, May 31, 2009 10:32 AM











Went WILDWILDWET today. With Jack,Dickie,Dehao,Libin,Shihui,Siewlin,Joeie. Played Slide and stuffs. really totally no strength after everything. Went for lunch. And train home afterwards. Acting like a fool the whole day. Neoprint was taken before going home. We took like 20+ times the machine wont stop. -.-' But overall , we stop it and the end. Zhilian like hell too , but cable is not with me. :D Had Fun today.

Strong 16teens. No one is able to break us apart. We Are We. 16teen , no more.
"beep is acting cute. eeeee!"

the moment you know how it feels of losing , than you would really start treasuring


Saturday, May 30, 2009 7:04 PM



I miss really loads. :O
Thanks Ley , for always treating me as a little sister. always there to stop me from doing wrong things and leading me back to the right track. Thanks for always being there for me whenever and whatever happening ahead. Though we dont talk really much as the past , still i miss you alot. Speaking from the bottom of my heart , i really treat you as a sister much more than a dear. :B you're really a very close friend of mine. I really love you. Thanks alot , you teach me alot and always lead me right back to the right track. I really really love the way we love each other , and the way i need you and you're always a phone call away. i love you dear. Saya Cinta Kau. recover from Sun burnt soon! S2

Thanks YuZu aiai too.
Wanted to thank you too. You're there for me 2 years already. Thankyou. Thanks Alot , really i meant it. (: always there to listen to my grumbles. and leading me back to the way i should be. thankyou. What we went through use your heart to remember it and treat me as a friend you place on your heart. -loves- remember i will always support what you decides. -loves-

Thanks Cindy Red Buttock Dinasoure Baboon.
thanks alot. thankyou for being there for me during the time i was the weakest. Always there to be retarded with me, Always there to make me smile like a idiot. thankyou baboon. Since a long time we chatted. online soon alrights. takecares and last long. :) i miss you too. anything happend , you will have me here , for you.

Friends I treasure the most. thankyou for being there.

老虎不发威,别当我是病猫。


Wednesday, May 27, 2009 11:32 AM
Sick



Got high fever ; that makes me can't move. Got Sore throat that makes me can't talk. Got running nose that makes me need tissue for 24 hours. Over all i just can't speak or scream for what i want when i can't move. Daddy don't allow me to go to school because he said , i got H1N1. -.-' bull shit.

I miss Ley , I miss Zu , I miss Cindy , I miss Ameline , I miss ShiHui , I miss my stupid Sunnu. I want to go to school ): arghs.

Over all Result. I am Dam Happy about my History. Others Is what i have put in my best effort. can't blaim me for getting such a lousy result. I gave my best shot. Geography still failed no matter how much i tired. -sighs- EOY have to prepare after enjoying the holidays. I am going to put extra much effort on EOY. ):

Did i contracted H1N1? OMG! i got all the symtoms ):

only you know what i want ; only you do what i want ; Only you does everything i dream of , thanks for giving me a wonderful memories , like how the prince fall for cinderella..


Sunday, May 24, 2009 11:35 AM
I Learn how to Stand Because You Taught Me So



Life Is going well. (: Really enjoyed everyday right now. Never Feel Life is so , Worth going.
Friday
Went MOF with Ameline. Its Around $5+ After the 20% discount. enjoyed!
Saturday
went buguis With Min Chee In the Afternoon. Meet ShiHui at the interchange ; she told me what she always tell me.Went to watch Night at the Museum 2 with Minchee, Bliven, Shihui, Siewlin, Libin, Ruiyu, Jack and Dehao at Causeway Point. A Nice Show anyway. went home after a dinner. People are staring at me because i wore a scarf.
Sunday
Talking To Shihui And Ley On msn right now.

i miss you ; really. But what can i do? Thank Juin Long Bud.


Tuesday, May 19, 2009 2:58 PM
Studies Makes Me Stupid


Study Does Make Human Stupid. Now Finally i can be Cleaver ; free from god Dam Boring Books!

Teachers are Marking papers and Made Us Students Wasting time sitting in the class room doing i-don't-know-what. -.-' Whole day is Workshop After Workshops. Yea useful Workshops Indeed , but my eyes yelled and instructed me to shut them up. goosh -.-' Sunnu Was Also Half Way Sleeping Already. So tired!

Didn't went Anywhere After School Today. Went mama's Shop. Use Com , Rest , sleep. No more eating! -Close Mouth-

Let You Go Isn't Because I Don't Love You But Because I Love You So. Don't Want You To Feel Anymore Guiltier


Monday, May 18, 2009 6:30 PM
Great Day


First Was the Captain Ball Game Which I was Pissed And scolded people around. blah -.-' And Mac , I don't Meant to Scold You , Don't Get The Wrong idea yea. Than people saying the other team has no integrity. yucks. i hate that type of people (: OK Don't wish to say anymore , i don't want to have quarrels but , please. Know what you're saying , Use your Brain Before Saying Anything Out.

Follow by Survey stuffs. Use The Net. And Programmes Blah.

Went To CC For Badminton, I LEARNT BADMINTON! :O woo! its quite fun to play until you sweat like hell. Thanks Ben! Without you i think i will play with the wall. -.-' Thank youuu! :O
oh ya! De Hao! And thank , i know Miss Dawn Is really nice. (: Went to have Ice-Cream than home.

Really had A Great Day , Sweat and Joy is All i had. (: Thank You Everyone. Oh ya! And De Hao is planning to Make The Clique Logo! (: Don't be too Picky. Its Difficult to do one. :X


MR DANNY: Remember to have Your Dinners dont forget! Remember not to Dota untill so late , sleep early! Remember to tuck in your Blankets when you Sleep. Remember To Drive properly , dont bang into anything. Remember all these okayy.. And Remember Not To Slip Her Off again .. You Gain Her Back , treasure.. All These thing I can't Remind you anymore .. Remember Okay.. My Last GoodBye To You.. (:


Saturday, May 16, 2009 9:01 PM


BROWN HAIR! {33333 wooo! i love it. thanks mama for the Dye'ing. Thanks for the Day people anyway. Went for Lan with people for CounterStrike. Woops! really fun to shop and scream. LOL. After that they went back.
Made up the blog for BlogShop of Mine And Yuqi's. SUPPORT! .SUPPORT!

Chatting With Lim Mei Yu / Zhu Mei Yu on Msn now! we are having dirty little secrets. LOL.
LoudSpeaker , Mega , Shout , Scream. Everybody knows it. :P nehnehnipupu! LOL
Chat with ShiHui and Ameline Just now too. Bloody craps :X ShiHui~~~~ -blinkblink- LOL
Chat with Ley Just now ; maybe we are little drift ):

Bascially spending my time playing , resting and eating. Waste of human resources. Hope my exams result are well .. i put in alot effort. God Bless. -cross plams-


Friday, May 15, 2009 12:02 PM




Horible Face of Ameline's. LOL

School'ed and stuffs. Exams After Exams. Test Over Test. Finally everything finshed. Cheer Cheer Cheer! Had really a great day yesterday . Last paper. After that Everybody Staye for the Clique Shirt. BasketBall'ing. As usal , i am a useless. :O
Raining Joined Us For the Fun. So we Had To stop.. Went for Dinner and back home alone.

I Learn how to let go ; Happiness came by.


Monday, May 11, 2009 11:16 AM


True Love Isn't Easy to get , especially from you . It not what i would gain again , i have to learn to let go without your companion , bring out the strength you taught me through this years to overcome what i have to face alone.

i no longer have people messaging me in the morning , just to hope he would be the first one whom i got message from , i no longer have people worrying if i am alrights , i no longer have that , baby live well , remember you exchange something for my love , make sure you get a good life without me , make sure your life is better without me. Sarang hea.

I dont want to lie to myself anymore , i love you , i really do , The love overcomed to hate i had for you , all i can guess is , you had her back , the one you lost and always wanting to have back , treasure her , dont let her slip off again..


Sunday, May 10, 2009 5:37 PM


(PM 9:50) [~NzYc~] 090209.:
im vv vv vv sure abt my feelings
i really really really like u alot alot alot

Very sure ? than what are you doing right? no matter how many times i look at it , thousand million times , you wont be back anymore , i know that very clear , its time for me to wake up from this unrealistic dream.

500个前世的差肩而过,换来今世的相会,我们到底错过几次了?我只想紧紧地不让我在次错过你,为什么今世还我在错过?



Saturday, May 9, 2009 9:43 AM



Today thank alot to LEY .
MR Danny Chu Hin Wa ; I swear i will put you down , from today. I will. The day when you return i will bear with the pain and reject. Loving you no longer worth it , No longer worth like the past , the guy whom will rub my hands with his hands , giving out breath to keep me warmth
You changed dear (:
make it an end the pain i had is more than enough.
4th months.


Thursday, May 7, 2009 4:11 PM





Its tired to put on fake smiles on face is tiring ; holding on doesn't means you will be back , there's nothing i can do but to hang on tight on the memories you gave and now took away for support to carry on my life , believing you will be back is my only way to keep myself going. What els?



why am i cheapening myself like that?


Tuesday, May 5, 2009 8:37 PM


Things That Meant to Be Let go , Are Meant to be let go . No Matter How Hard You Hold On , Still at the end , You Still Have to Let Go. The Longer You Hold On , The Longer you hold the more you suffocates , Since the other Party has no longer have the Love he has for you anymore , let go might be the best choice , although its harder to be done than say , afterall you still have to let go dont you ? (:

all the best baby , as promise i will continue to love , i would keep myself as the baby you use all your mights just to cheer her up.


Monday, May 4, 2009 11:00 PM



Study , MugMugMug! EoyEoyEoy! Really preasure exams are giving me has already crush me into pieces and anouther Danny came in to add in the damange , people who are near me , thanks alot. Thanks Ladies , thanks alot alot alot.

Shirley Dear:
Saya Cinta Kau , you're always a phone call away. ThankYou my Dear , my greatest Dear on earth , said le : if you're guy or i am a guy , we would be the sweetest couple on earth :D SAYA CINTA KAUUUU!

YuZu AiAi
although we are no longer that close , still you shared with me alot that day , teaching me and telling me its time to let go. Thanks AIAI (: i know be being in this state hurts you , and you hate to see me like this , promise i will stand up , (: thanks aiai.

Cindy Baboon
Thanks baboon , though you dont ask much about me and DKK , still you cared. Thanks for the love story you shared with me ealier. Really .. i am touched. With the number of words you type to me just to tell me the story . thanks red Butt Dinasore :D

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Thanks People In school. Thanks ShiHui for the chat we had in macdonals today makes me feel better, Thanks Ameline for the chat in school makes me Beep sounds stupid :D , Thanks Sunnu For the guidience in studies you helped alot , Thanks Min Chee for Burstingyour bill because of me , Thanks Alot (:

Allyy Mei
Not forgetting you my Mei (: Thanks Alot! you chat with me alot alot , we once got dam close , now we are not anymore like the past , but still thankyou for standing beside me. Sisters forever. {3

LiQi Laopo
Although you can't talk to me often , still you tag everytime you could (: thanks for that laopo {3 love you real loads.


Sunday, May 3, 2009 12:56 AM




No Matter How Hard I Smile , I Never Get Back The Happiness I Had Once With You. Is It Really Time To Let Go? The Pain Is Indescribable.


Friday, May 1, 2009 8:03 PM



Time Flies , 8 more days will be our 4th Month (: baby , although we have already silently broke up. Still i Wish you a VeryVeryVery good life ahead.

I don't need you to be mine , i just hope whenever
you're sad ,
you're stressed ,
you're troubled ,
you're confused ,
you're having a crush on a girl ,
you are down .

You would turn to me , tell me how suffocating you are. Let me console you , Let me do everything to gain back your smile. Once you smile , you can continue going for your life. Just like this , i am content. I am content already. Come Back To me ...

i Tired to much to forget you , accecpting others , i just can't. 5 years of sweet memories you gave me , made me so diffcult to forget.

How stupid you are just to make me smile.
How you act cute to let me have a happy valentines.
How you held my hands tight when crossing the road.
How you rub my hands when i am shivering.
How you tell me you love me.
How you tell me you're mine no matter what.
How you tell me you would be there for me no matter what.
How you tell me your stories.
How you tell me i am so important in your live.
How you tell me not to worry for you.
How you tell me good night .
How you tell me you would marry me at the 6th day.
How you handle me with care.

Baby , i know you would be able to read this. but you don't intent to return i know.. i Just want to tell you i love you , like how i love you for the past 5 years , like how you look for me whenever you're troubled. Just like the past... Nothing changed , other than your feelings towards me which i can't do anything with.

Why Can't I be The Most important Person in your life?
How much i gave in to achive you ?
I regret , regret being together with you , or els i would still be your little sister ,
a little sister whom you are willing to protect and cheer up using all your mights.



Yours truly,

♥ with love


I am Cher ; 谢雪儿 . I am Fourteen ; going Fifteen soon on the 29th September. I can be really nice & negative at both time. Secondly i am someone who is very Automatic , if you dont like me , i wont stick with you like a bitch. Lastly i am a person who goes an eye for an eye

I am a certified to be a BITCH if you want me to.

♥:Kevin,Shirley,JiangLing,Liqi,Yuzu,Cindy,Shihui,Ameline

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