Thursday, July 30, 2009 8:36 PM

♥Finally , back to normal human life. I let him go already? ( yes! )

Went to school recently , ( obviously ). Meiyu Got to stay at home , TakeCare! Hope she is back soon , my mood was'nt as nice when she is away , bull shit. Classes over classes. Got headace during both A and E maths classes , ( really can't take the pressure any longer , really hope the last accident could just take me to heaven.I am really , sick and tired. ) Lessons were bored , bored , bored.

Sometimes really , i don't know who to tell my feelings to , some choose to ignore , some choose to go against , some choose to whatever to me. Yea , thats how you all classified friends as , ahh! forget it -.-' Thanks Meiyu sunnu again , you're the only one responded to me when i was feeling dam down yesterday , get well soon okay ? Ah ma needs you , ( emotionally , not physically ) :) Things happening around is giving me much pressure. Just that , trust changed my attitude towards everybody.

I decided to blog , because yea , yea , yea. Its because of him. oh whatever now. I decided to give up ealier.

I don't know what can i say , but , haaa , i am really a joker. Some sort of , clown joker , plain joker.
Fat , pathatic , ugly , 虚伪 , bitch , retarded. Are'nt me still not a joker?

Sunday, July 26, 2009 4:51 PM

♥Finally my feelings for you starts to fade away. , neither missing you as much as the past. Though i still thank you for everything. These made me understands that , my love for you should not have exists. Soon or later i still have the face the music , when you don't love me from the beginning.
Things i see now seems to be more simple now. You cheat , and game over. I dont wish to talk about it further. Till today , i finally gave up. I Dont Love you anymore.

I gave up and thats the end of us my giving in to you is more than enough. you wasted my 5 years. I love you no more.

爱了又能麽样。

Wednesday, July 8, 2009 2:21 PM

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Went out With friends to blk 8 for basketball. Played for a few hours.Due to ameline , i have to walk down and up for her!

After that bus to mum's shop. Meet JiangLing , and Went out with her. I really love her when she starts to talk nonsense and entertain me. Both of us headed to Andy's condo. She swam and i jog ed , by the time its already 5. After that headed to buguis for some shopping. Went to Find backpack. Ended up i got myself a nike Backpack with nike water bottle for only ( $48! ) Cheap right? They are having some offer. :) After that bus home with her. We started to talk about handsome guys on the street again! :D Thanks my childhood friend. Thanks for listening to my grumbles. :D

1:02 PM

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Went out with friends to block 8 for BasketBall. Accompany Ameline walk up and down alot of times just because she need plenty of water ( argh! ) Than As usal i am the extra one in the team :o. After that bus home alone.

Went out with JiangLing again. Really enjoyed the little time than i always have with her. Her entertaiment was really great , trying letting her entertain you. You will laugh like a ass hole. LOL Really love her loads lah! :) We went to Andy's Condo and She swam & I went got jogging. After that its already around 5. We went down to Buguis's Shopping center , to get my backpack. NIKE WAS HAVING OFFER! ( -twist- ) I got myself a backpack & a water bottle for only $47. Cheap right? :) After that Went home with her.

JiangLing: EH! the ang mo dam handsome leh!
Me: who ask you not to swim longer , get his number leh~
JiangLing: -Join her eyebrown- take alot alot alot crap.
Me: laghing like hell.


Thanks Childhood friend / sister! :)