♥ Escape works sometimes ,
Tuesday, April 28, 2009 7:39 PM




Did'nt got my Cable around... geeks. School'ed as usual . Just stress stress stress pressing everybody , really when i can't cope with that i will just burst. Test Test Test Test Test! Add Oil Add Oil Add Oil Add Oil Add Oil. Stress that i really cannot cope with , Exams coming up!


Cher you're Danny's brave baby! you can do it! (:

You promised me you will be there for me no matter what i am facing , Pressure that you will cope together with me , burdens that i have , you will always be there to help me carry..
But question to you right now , where are you ? Where were you when i needed people the most when i am in the hospital? no where..


Monday, April 27, 2009 7:41 PM



Its Anouther tough day today ; Everything is not as expected. E maths made myself waste the lesson as i dont even understand ANYTHING. PE tried to run all my myself but at the end still.. Nevermind. After that , OEL which is totally , WOW and follow by revising in school. Thanks Beep (: i Fully understood already. After That bus home with Beep.
I need alot alot time!
-OEL PROJECT
-ENGLISH EXAMS
-GEOGRAPHY TEST
-A MATHEMATICS TEST

will you just grant me ? Stop bring up danny to my face EVERYDAY. Its my problem , i dont want the whole world to know. So Juststop asking. Something that I dont want to say mean i dont want to say , Just stop asking . Its it my choice to Give up or not , my choice to stop loving him anot , do you need to bring it up everyday? You Know it Hurts than why Do you still want to make your twinnie sad?


原谅我;都是我的错。。


Sunday, April 26, 2009 11:31 AM



Watched Movies Online yesterday and spent my day just like that.. Changed My Blog Song Anyway , its 远在身边 by 周定纬. Really nice. :D


Today Gotta Go Aunt Pessy's House For dinner. I am Sure i would be using Phone And PSP. Anyway There is test On Wed , For Both A math & Geo Hope i can Just do well .. Though i didn't study much. :/ Jiayou leroh. YepYepYep! I am excited for the exams that i would put in 101% to do it well. :D baby dont worry {:

Baby:
reading through every words we exchanged , till now than i know you have been there for me so long.. so long, untill i don't even know you have fallen for me unknowingly. Giving me every words than you can find just to cheer me up.. untill today ; than i know what you have been doing for me for the past few years .. You left me without any reason , without any reason that i can think of , 10 days befor you left you held my hands , put our both hands on your chest telling me how much how much you love me , how much you care about me.. asking me to trust you, because .. and said : You're Cher's Danny . how do you want me not to trust you than? 10 days later , you left me with a lie that i cannot cannot , never can break , a lie that i would never know if thats true , all i can say is , we struggled so long, you have been there for me so long , yet you can just boom a lie to me , just to stop our relationship , untill today you didn;t said the word break , how am i able to put you down ? You're really leaving me hanging , leaving me with a deep cut , A relationship i struggled so long so long , that i managed to get it , why just you have to stop it ? You struggled very long too don't you? You gave up for no reason , i have got nothing to say also .. i will wait , baby i promise , untill your birthday if there's still not a word ... i would assume that you have stopped loving me , and i would stop myself from loving you too.

i have been loving you for 5 years , unknowingly ; dont let me judge you wrong
只要想像你住在我心里 我就心安


Friday, April 24, 2009 10:35 PM






Hey Baby!

School'ed. Took My Both Chinese Papers.Quite Easy , really hope i can score well for chinese.After that went mama's Shop to Nua. Home at 10 plus.


sighs, i really miss you my dear ): it has been 2 months.. i am tired already ,
you're not reutrning , i shouldn't lie to myself anymore but can i?


Wednesday, April 22, 2009 8:54 PM




I Love You. {3


Monday, April 20, 2009 11:18 PM


吞了一大堆的委屈,现在要怎么找你,又找不到了。

爱着你的;猪


Saturday, April 18, 2009 1:40 PM


(That Place)


(PM 1:28) [~NzYc~] 090209.:
coz if i dun ben wif u retard wif u
u will be the ben-nest


Your Stupid Act Cute words (:



P/S:Baby You said your Relationship always mark off at the 3rd year , i will be the one one side loving you for 4 , 5 ,6 years {: promise.


Thursday, April 16, 2009 8:02 PM




没有你的日子,我没了你我计算不了我失去了多少。之知道一直都很痛,到现在心还是不胜负合。



Wednesday, April 15, 2009 10:01 PM



School'ed as usal. Really can't understand A maths. Fuck. After school stayed back and slack with Xingzi Taidi ; sili . ZhiLian with Taidi. After that both of them walk off and Ameline came back. Went coffee shop and ate with Bliven,Dickie,Jack,Minchee,Shihui,Libin,Benjamin. After that bus home.

说要放你走,可是真的真的自己怎么都在想你,想当初我们一起做过的事,每当想到你,我的眼

泪就不停的流出来。在也没有人逗我笑,你留下来的都是眼泪,深深的伤口。我硬要说没有你日

子没了你有多好,可是当人群散掉,我真的可以死掉。多么多年以来,早就很习惯了你的保护,

现在你呢么轻易的把我推倒一边让我难过得度过这一切,为什么就不可以当回我的大哥哥,大哥

哥我就瞒足了。。。 哥哥就好了。。 真的。。。哥哥就够了。。



baby thanks for the teddy bear.
i am so afraid yesterday night , hugging it just like hugging you.
so comforted , so so so much warmth.
Teddy is the only thng you left back , nothing els than that i can feel you with..
But at the same time ; if i hug it tight , it would get smaller ; eventually become a nothing .


Monday, April 13, 2009 7:39 PM




LIQI laopo: Thank for that post. hehe. We has'nt meet for a long time worh , meet up real soon keay. thanks alot alot alot. I will ; whenever i cry i will call you alrights. :D manymany love. mwacks!

Went to school as usal. BEEPBEEP ; BAAPBAAP! :D teehee! thanks GEOKSHAN mama for the vedios last night! its really a big thankyou lah! Yea so school as usal ; everybody was trying to say i bang the Bus instead of the bus bang'ing me. boohoo. I am fine ; really. :D

babybaby still remember wanting to marry me at the 6th day? {: i remember everything we had. Yea i am fucking stupid. (:


Sunday, April 12, 2009 7:21 PM




MY 12 years Sister ; Childhood friendd! CHEESEEEE (:

i dont know how to say ; when i am in the hospital ;i was s scared , so afraid , but i just could'nt contact you .. i dont know how to say ; i give in so much so much at the end i deserve such an ending . I got the car accident , i swear i could'nt talk when i got up. I miss you , alot my baby..


Saturday, April 11, 2009 7:35 PM







Today meet Up With SIEWLIN;SHIHUI;AMELINE;MEIYU to give out flyers. Really had a great time with them ; after wards we zhilian in the tolite and went buguis for a walk. :D

When i was on my way to go back mama's shop , i got banged by a Bus. Aunties getting downthe bus was scolding me for wasting their time i think. Got the ambulance and ammited into hospital for one hour. Really had to thank SHIHUI;SIEWLIN;AMELINE;MEIYU for accompanying me. thanks really. First time got a Car Bang , Nice exprience. Swollen legs and medician , I AM EXCUSED TO SCHOOl for monday. :P anyway ; i am fine really. Thoes than can jump up and down de.

Thanks guys(: And ShiHui dont think too much about it okay ? I know you will start blaiming yourself again. Its my fault at the first place to drag you for the Jay cross ; luckily your fine. or i will be more guilty than you do. :D

where were you when i need you in the hospital? now where.


Friday, April 10, 2009 3:25 PM




I LOST THE POST i post ealier on. TA MA DE. arghs.
Yea went mama shop again ; bull shyt crap happend.

Went Out with Friends Yesterday Night to catch a movie called Knowing. The ending was really suck. Rating : 1/2 : 10 crap show. But the effects i can't deny that was really great. lol. After that bus home With Ameline :D

BTW i just Found out that 小猪 Went all the way to the Que of his 签唱会 with food where is just near by to his house to visit his fan. How i wish i was a taiwanies too... So touching can ; hot Buns Xiaozhu gave~ :O Wuzun wont do it i know.. anyway 小猪你行的!加油加油! I helped you by playing your songs in My mama shop :\

Baby you know what? I miss the time when you hit my head ; scolding me silly girl ; and after that pamper me. I really miss that ; i miss you too.. I just Relised , i can't put you down ; really . hurts me in and out..

Changed My blog song btw , its : 醉赤壁 by 林俊杰 nice song. :D


再也没有人为了不舍得我走,从后面抱紧我。
再也没有人握着我的手,告诉我他有多么爱我。
再也没有人每天送我回家会吻我。
再也没有人会呢么了解;呢么在意我。
再也没有人,为了对我忍不住的思念;趁午餐时间跑回自己的橱柜发简讯给我;连饭也不要吃了。
再也没有人天天跟我说;我爱你。
再也没有人能拍拍我的头;骂我笨。
再也没有人告诉我他永远是我的。
你是无可却带的人;没有人能把我弄得人不像人。。。


Thursday, April 9, 2009 2:25 PM
Every 9th of the month.



Heard something like this cross the Radio Station before. Humans are all living for Money , Since small ; people are studying to get knowledge and secondly hoping to earn large amount of money. Why do people live for money only? Cause no one was there to TEACH human how to life , how to enjoy and create better things to find a aim for living. Today Money is not everything but something that you can't do everything with it .

Didn't went to school today. Mummy is really giving up on me. I woke up to help her do her stuffs and things And stay in her shop to help out awhile. Main reason i didn't went to school is because of the date. till now , i dunno how to give up and let go.
My dear GOD , Lead me out of here.


You're once My life , my breathing oxygen. Now you leave me with a Lie to hope i feel better. Till Today , i don't blame you. Never Blame you before , cause i know all that you do is wanting to lead a better world of yours. My Big brother , Forever Big Brother. The love we once shared , the love i once gave you will always remain on my heart. The teddy bear that symbols you will be warmed by my warmth every night.


Monday, April 6, 2009 8:55 PM



Ugly a not! hahahhaa! S got S face.I CherSeah also got C face de okay. :D Went to school as usual , life cheer up by littlebits an bites people around me contributes ,thanks a lot a lot.I am really fine , i am alright. Dont ask how am i , when i forgot you will remind me. {: yepyepyep i am not giving up untill i sees him standing infront of me with anouther girl. i will.

especially , Shirley ; Thanks a million sister. you help me everytime i broke myself into tears , everytime i miss him you would be there to tell me not to be afraid of days without him , hold on even it hurts cause you know how much he means to you , weather to give up or hold on , you yourself know the best. thanks stupid{3 you know how much you mean to me anot stupid , dont always ask me if i love you okay! BENDAN. Saya Cinta kau!

and chat with YuYang Papa Currently , thanks pa. You knocked sense into me. thanks alot alot. you;re right , he does'nt worth it , and why am i still waiting , its time to let go , i am just waiting a Brother back , not a boyfriend anymore. one who break hearts into pieces does;nt worth it.

JUST DIE alright.
i wash MY HANDS OFF YOU. Fucks.


Sunday, April 5, 2009 11:55 PM





You Left an unremoveable scar.
Tears Flowing non-stop for you.
i want you back and i know i wont be able to.
but what can i do when you choose to leave me?
but you're great , making up a lie to make me feel better.
thank baby.


4:54 PM





No more Escapes,
i love you ; i really do.
Its like a fairytale , once the 12 oclock clock rang
everything went back the same.
Being together is what i choosed to ,
no regrets no turnng back.
accecpt it , you;re no longer mine , but my heart will stay at where we stop ; never leaving there.



Yours truly,

♥ with love


I am Cher ; 谢雪儿 . I am Fourteen ; going Fifteen soon on the 29th September. I can be really nice & negative at both time. Secondly i am someone who is very Automatic , if you dont like me , i wont stick with you like a bitch. Lastly i am a person who goes an eye for an eye

I am a certified to be a BITCH if you want me to.

♥:Kevin,Shirley,JiangLing,Liqi,Yuzu,Cindy,Shihui,Ameline

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