My dance is still as bad. Sighs. I really love dance. Hope everything will be fine. Put your heart into the dance , do your maximun , and i belive you will be able to do everything you imagine.

Has'nt been updating my blog for a long time. Lost contact with ley. She's ignoring me i think. haa! Went to school as usal. Concentrate on my studies and EOY. Hopefully i do well. & recently we solved problems. Hopefully nothing like this happend again. Went to cca , i dont look nice today. :( Alot problems too. Firstly The H1N1 might cause us not able to go to HongKong. I really wish to go? Secondly , I spoke something jokey , Mrs Liew somehow heard it , hinted on it. Alright i will shut up. Lastly & Anyway Cheerup *****.

Many things happend recently. Just Went out with JiangLing , what she said really rings me up. Clear awake. Always her who lead me back to the right road. Thanks Childhood friend :) i treat you like a sister! thanks a million. Thanks for listening to me again. :) She chat with me about handsome guys again. -laughs- she never stop doing that!

I really wonder how people define Friends. Leaving them alone when they need you? Or just saying you will be there for them for the sake of fun. haa! joker.

i wish i will stop loving you.

Was cheered up by something yesterday! :) thanks 观音娘娘! You somehow heard my heart. Thanks for sending an angel beside me , to speak to me , to cheer me up. Thank you! Kevin :)

I will face it bravely for now , i will. I wont think of you anymore no matter how hurt it is. :) Great! Dont mention Danny , Dont speak about Danny if you're a friend of mine. I will try my very best to forget those memories :)

I am off to do my homework!

thankyou kevin { kitkat } :)

If only i can dig my heart out , to tell you how much i am loving you right now at this moment. My heart still ace a lot , really a lot. The pain is indescribable . I don't know why am i still missing as much as the past. I don't know why my tears still row down even when you dumped me right here. My heart really hurts a lot. Until today you're still stands a very important place in my heart. The place that you have been standing for 5 years , never change. People says , time heals any wound. This sentence does not work for me anymore. It has been 6 months , i have been waiting for something i know wont have any ending , but why am i still here waiting for you? I have been loving you for the past 4 years , isn't something easy to put down. Up and downs that i treated bravely for the sake of you. Now everything is different , you don't return ANY love for me anymore. Its something that is clearly stated to be something i wont be able to turn back the time. Why can't i just stop thinking these. I just remember the same feeling when you told me , your finger got cut . When i saw the wound , do you even know how my heart hurts to see your finger in that state , how much i want to tell you i rather i am the one got cut than you're the one. You decided to escape these , You wanted a silent break. I respected it. I miss you , alot. If God give me a chance to see you again , i will lock your face into my head , never removing it. Your face now is so fade now , i always dream of catching your image and i always failed to do so. How i got out from bed crying .I don't mind being the one crying , the one being hurt. I don't even want you to feel a little guilty or uncomfort . I want you to be happy , I want you to be the happiest person on earth. I want you to be the most blissed person on earth. I am no longer the person whom can bring happiness to you. All these i can only pray god to give you. I just want to know if you're still fine ,if you're having your 3 meals a day , if you're still taking notice of your own health.. I just want to know if you're healthy and save. Thats all i want.

imy , alot. You're the only one i fall for untill today.

Went for Jack's early birthday party last saturday. :) enjoyed myself. Friends is still the best when life reaches your deepest , weakest part. Thankyou gigi , you're always there to listen my stuffs , Thanks beep too! :) and sunnu , always listening to my grumbles , Thanks! thanks alot alot alot.

Was'nt feeling in the right mood , and physically to go to school on friday , was'nt feeling well , either my mood too , it flew all the way down down down , sighs. ( seriously i don't know why am i still thinking about it , my feelins for you seems growing deeper , i am not sure should i step anouther step infront , if i do that , you might just run off ..) nothing much happend on friday , other than studying at home.

Today ( saturday ) went to SMU to help out for YFC , the sales was'nt good at all , only $20 for the whole day , and i got sore throate there , was'nt feeling well at all... afterthat headed to mum' shop right after the event , slept and wah my hair , and lastly , home. :)

• Chinese test
• Chinese newspaper test
• English homwork
• Biology ( Photosynthesis ) test

Slap me and let me die will you , TEACHERS? -.-