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Sunday, June 21, 2009 1:51 PM
away for good. ♥No matter how much i cried , no one understand me like how you Danny knows. Your leaving makes me understand you're a guy whom i can't rely on , all you gave me is point-less promises , unmatured action , shame-less things you said to me which you did not kept. I guess you might see this or not , i dont know , but all i know is , when i am so sure than you're the one , whom i willing to spent my life time with. And when i am sure that you're the one i can rely on , you back out. Back out of the game.I use these years to earn what we had when we are couples. It took me 4 years almost 5 years to gain everything. During these years , i find count-less boyfriend and got emotional , all i did this because i wanted to earn your care. I may be a bitch in someway , but thats the only way i tried to forget you. None of them gave what you gave me. None of them gave me the special feeling , and knowing how blissed i am to have you around as mine . You cared , loved , respected me. And most importantly you gave me an unforgetable Valentines that none of them gave me. Everything now is over , you choosed to escape , i choosed to forget. I guess i could , when times go by , feelings fade. You followed time and fade as well. I guess thats the end. End of everything , you're not going to return , you're not giving me any contact. I gave up. Its that. I won't cling on you anymore. None of such things. After all i wanted to thank you , for this 5 years. Thanks for allowing me to know you. Thanks for being my maple husband when i can call you ''Dear'' even you had a GF at that time. Thanks for telling me all your stories. Thanks for telling me your childhood. Thanks for allowing me to carry some of your burdens. Thanks for turnning to me when you're hurt by the pasts you had. Thanks for telling me your everything. Thanks for making me your sister. Thanks for teaching me what is life. Thanks for teaching me not to belive even its best friends. Thanks for teaching me maths. Thanks for making me trust you. Thanks for teaching me how to pick myself up again. Thanks for changing me from a weak Cher to a strong one Thanks for the care you gave me in these years. Thanks for the love you gave me in these years. Thanks for the words you gave me in these years. Thanks for the encourage you gave me in these years. Thanks for the scoldings you gave me in these years. Thanks for the teachings you gave me in these years. Thanks for the midnight calls. Thanks for the calls that makes me to sleep. Thanks for the silly things that you do to make me smile. Thanks for the morning wake up call everday. Thanks for the messages you sent me to cheer me up after every break up. Thanks for the confess you made. Thanks for making me wait for you . Thanks for not allowing me to be with you untill you are able to provide i something. Thanks for the 2 teddy bear you gave me. Thanks for the remembering of i loving teddy bears. Thanks for the memorable valentines. Thanks for the fetching me to home steps. Thanks for the helding me back from the back when i am about to leave. Thanks for the goodnight kiss you gave me on the cheek. Thanks for the message you gave to make me to sleep. Thanks for the movie tickets which you never allowed me to pay. Thanks for the rubbing of my hands when i felt cold. Thanks for the heart ache when my legs hurts. Thanks for the support when i am on the train. Thanks for the words we exchange. Thanks for the being of 100 marks boyfriend. Thanks for the viewing of couple ring. Thanks for hugging me when i miss you so much. Thanks for putting over your arms on my shoulder & hug me tight when i am afraid. Thanks for being there when i broke down. Thanks for being there when i needed you the most. Thanks for loving me when i needed love the most. Thanks for hearing all my grumbles everyday. Thanks for being there when its dark. Thanks for hugging me at the back when i really can't bear to leave you. Thanks for telling me you really love me when you held my hands. Thanks for looking into my eyes and tell me you love me. Thanks for saying goodbye and good luck even it reaches the last. Thankyou for leaving me with memories and memories and memories. Count-less memories. Although our relationship came in a wrong way , You're still a perfect boyfriend , i belive you will find someone 100 times better than me. goodluck to you too. i am really not okay , Memories on this blog is too much for me to carry , i am tired. tired of carrying fake mask , smile all day long. Smiling really tears me out. i am tired already. I guess i will leave this blog alone , as a memory , memory of Danny and Cher :) thankyou.. my dear. At least you were there when its my worst.
Friday, June 19, 2009 7:10 PM
♥  Went out with JiangLing sister today. :) as usal she is stuck in book store again. :( and i have to wait for her once again. After walking for 30 mins , she told me something like this... Her: I want to go to the tolite lah! Me: For what? Her: Puuuut Puuuut! Me: Huh? *Pretent i hear nothing* Her: no need you to busybody lah! Me: this is care~ -shake head- Omg , imagine , when you're walking half way , your friend tell you this. LMAO. she is cute lah thank again , my childhood friend :) we knew each other for around 12 years , still we are sisters :) thankyou! i love you , always. I am hurt , when i know you no longer come to singapore to do silly stuffs with me , instead of going KL , i am i really am . But i am not upset over it or what , cause really i dont want to be so selfish. :) i rather you enjoy than you try to go along with me. i am blogging for the sake of , asking you to have fun. Everything is just a lie. ShiHui gigi , cheer up. Know what you want and follow the direction. Follow your heart instead of giving up so easily. :) i am always here for you , you know that. :) sorry if what i did makes you upset. Jiayou! So what if i love you? I have been waiting and waiting and waiting , i am really so so so tired. I love you but i can't right now because you threw me alone right here. baby , i have alot alot things to tell you , i suffer alot , alot of anger. When you're around i can tell you everything , but when its now , when you're gone , tell me what to do..,, does these years love & effort i put in , really gone down the drain..
Wednesday, June 17, 2009 10:50 AM
Happy birthday to Chua Qing Ling ♥  HAPPY BIRTHDAY RETARDED CHUA QING LING DEAREST! Happy Birthday to You ~ Happy Birthday to You~ Happy Birthday to Chua Qing Ling~ Happy Birthday to You~ Thank you for all those days. When we are in primary 1 & 2. We were best friends among those bitches. :P and LiQi of course ( but seriously , i forgot everything already. LMAO ) Still remember how we ran around in parklane like a mad dog? :B and those Crazy days we had with your dog! i scream like a kuku whenever i saw your scary dog. :B Till today , we are 15 , 8 years of friendship. Up and Downs . We did lost contact along the way , but we came to today. Stop complaining about your present OKAY! Liqi Laopo and i will fix it , and pass it to you one day. :B Ok there goes my long long post for you. I LOVE YOU , MUST LOVE ME ALSO OKAY. :)
Tuesday, June 16, 2009 11:45 AM
Its you , again. ♥  Sometimes i would think back ; maybe i really did something wrong , my fault to cause the end of our relationship. I don't want to put the fault on you you , Either i don't wish to hate you. There is definatly a reason to cause you like that.I am no longer the lady who hold strong on you , being brave to wait you for years after years. Its you the one who made me waited years after years. How long have i been holding on till what we are today , now i am all alone again. You once said , i am definitely somebody to you. You made me wait for a little longer cause you know you can't offer me anything when you're inside. Now you finished , and came out , everything you said changed. I can't change the fact neither could i bring you back. All i can say is , thank you , thank you for teaching me so much so much , from relationships , to things happening to me , and most importantly , you taught me what is happiness. Even its one sided love , i am willing to wait forever untill you're gone. Ya , you're right. i was once lost , toally lost , i could'nt stand up , i could'nt stop crying , all i know is you're lost. People yell'ed at me , i don't even have to strength to answer. From smile all over my face , till totally no smile on my face. Now nothing can be changed. Thats fate. All i can do now is ; to be happy when you're. to be sad when you're. when you're blissed i would be blissed. You're , I'm . If what i guess , is right , you and her got together. Than i will give you two all my blessings. You know who i am talking about. :)
Saturday, June 13, 2009 11:31 AM
♥  Went out with JiangLing sister yesterday. Train'ed to Vivo City & Buguis. Went shopping and walking around as usual . She stuck ed in Daiso For hours again. :B Than went back to Parklane for Dinner. Eat and Talk , Talk and Ate. As Both of us was bored , we decided to watch a movie. Than Walk towards Cathay to have our Movie. We choose GHOST OF GIRLFRIEND PAST. Rating: 10.5/10 Perfect movie. It was really a great movie. Than parents came to fetch me. Went for house view'ing. The bangalow there is really SO BEAUTIFUL. Its one story bangalow , with white walls and floor. Really looks like a dream house to me. :B After that headed home. Really haven have a great day with her for a long time. Thankyou.
Friday, June 12, 2009 1:18 PM
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Thursday, June 11, 2009 8:19 PM
♥ Siao eh , no child hood!    Over all a Group Photo! Don't you notice? i am always the one in the middle. LMAO.
Going out with JiangLing sister tomorow!
Wednesday, June 10, 2009 1:34 PM
♥  Wondering why Humans need to go through what the elderly does. date;Marry;GiveBirth;Mother;Grandmother;take-are-of-the-family. Omg , Just think , this is how your future will be. Why Just Ladies have to lead Such a life.Yea maybe finding a live partner may be the most blissed thing ever happened in your live , BUT think! your life is planned from the moment you are born to this planet called EARTH , how scary it might be. I don't want to lead such a life. But i had to , so i would rather take it this way , Date is for the exams for how much we are in love. Marry if the pledge for the love we shared. Giving Birth is for making a human that represents 爱的继续. Take Care of the family is to lighten the burden that husband needs to carry. Grandma symbols the end. Maybe like this i would feel much better. Aunt: Girl , Your Dad Came To Look For You. Me: yadada whatever ( sleeping ) Aunt: GIRL! *(#@*(@*@(!)! ( trying to wake me up from sleep no matter what) Me: WHAT! Aunt: *Went to open door ( knowing my dad will harm me ) * Dad: *walk in & on the lights * Me: WHAT DO YOU WANT! Dad: *snatch phone away* Said : try Snatching from me! -slap position- *said alot things* Me: -.-' -cry- Dad: * leave * Aunt: ok lurh dont cry le ok? Me: * thinking ( wtf? open the door and allow him to enter , now trying to comfort me ) * Aunt : Dont cry le lah , big girl already. Me: WHY DO YOU EVEN OPEN THE DOOR? YOU DONT , NOTHING WILL HAPPEND LA . Aunt: * shut up* From that day onwards , i dont speak to her , mum says i am too over. am i? i dont think so. think what a person she is -.- 不觉得她很虚伪吗？我觉得. -.- suddenly i am so lost ; i am afraid. i don't know what can i do ..
Tuesday, June 9, 2009 12:51 PM
♥106th Day
Sometimes i wish you were by my side , there to help me carry my burdens like how you did in the past , like how you cheer me up by doing retarded action , how i wish.. the past could come back. i have been waiting for 106 days , is'nt it enough?
Sunday, June 7, 2009 3:45 PM
The beautiful rainbow that appears only when my mood is really fucktard down. Dont ever appear again. ♥  Still remembering this rainbow. That day i made myself cried the whole day. (: Got tution in the morning taught by vincient. ( brother's boyfriend ) A little crazy during the tution. We was qurreling over Root Square & Square. :O So insane. Homework he gave. Its driving me crazy. ): shyt. Yes i do.
Saturday, June 6, 2009 11:59 AM
♥  Having tution tomorow. OMG ; can't imagine , having tution with a GAY . My Brother's Boyfriend. How am i Posibily do that. How Scary! What i dreamt last night , no one will understand it. No One was there to help me. tsk. Intent to go out With JIANGLING Jie , butshe was Busy. Meeting Liqi Laopo soon. :O excited! Must Buck Up After Holidays , I want to get in Accountants school. :(
Friday, June 5, 2009 8:52 PM
♥ .JPG) Went to school this morning. After That joined Shihui for CIP and stuffs. Chat with ShiHui For awhile , really nice to chat with her like we had in the past. :) After that went to Coffee shop . Bus home With Ameline. Went MaMa shop After that. Brother's Boyfriend is giving me tution. I am A little happy , cause he is really handsome okay. Not Like my Brother who look like a shit. :O i am sooooo exciteddddd. :O
Thursday, June 4, 2009 9:26 PM
♥  Humans Need to Learn How to Let Go , Letting Go is the Only Way to Let You Feel Better.
Wednesday, June 3, 2009 8:28 PM
♥Went to school today. ShiHui Did something that helps me straighten my mind. Maybe to you people i these FAT people don't deserve love. But let me remind you BIRD BRAINS again , i am fat so WHAT? i am fat yea i am SO? -.- thanks Ley again ; its you whom stood beside me today. Great to have you around to listen to me. Just my bad day ok ? Fuck it. Thanks Sunnu too , you're really great. Disgusting people coming in and out of your life everyday. I repeat it. D-I-S-G-U-S-T-I-N-G. With bird brains who say people like i don't know what. Oh puke? Get facts right before accusing me , get your mind straight before saying i am fat. Ya i am fat so what? Does it affects you? I don't sit close you , so i don't think it affects you in anyway. Oh Joeie is irritating? You're no way better. You again says Her Ugly? Oh please , you're not anywhere handsome anyway. And Yea , A LOT , A-L-O-T people hates you , and your attitude. Lesser and Lesser friend you will have. Great celebration for bird brain humans like you aren't it?
Tuesday, June 2, 2009 7:04 PM
♥  Ley: Thank you My dear , You are always the best. Though we can't talk on msn , cause you or me does'nt online at the same time , we still can talk through blogs right? Dear all i can say is , thank you. You know how important you are to me , you are the one who stood beside me when i fall , when i cry , not DKK. DKK left me and you're still the one who keep making me standing up , be back the retarded Tootie that you love. But i can't do that anymore , you know it. Thank you dear , you're the one whom stood beside me. thank you. basically, school , cip , end of day. bored.
Monday, June 1, 2009 7:05 PM
♥  Went mama shop today. Eat,Sleep,Use com,Watch TV. Mama: I don't know what Will happen to you when you grow up. Me: Like that lo? Mama: You use to have people wash and blow your hair , next time how? Me: haa! than you old liao also blow for me keays. Mama: haaa! Mama i love you. Really i love you.
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Yours truly, 
I am Cher ; 谢雪儿 . I am Fourteen ; going Fifteen soon on the 29th September. I can be really nice & negative at both time. Secondly i am someone who is very Automatic , if you dont like me , i wont stick with you like a bitch. Lastly i am a person who goes an eye for an eye I am a certified to be a BITCH if you want me to. ♥:Kevin,Shirley,JiangLing,Liqi,Yuzu,Cindy,Shihui,Ameline Links
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