Wednesday, April 15, 2009 10:01 PM

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School'ed as usal. Really can't understand A maths. Fuck. After school stayed back and slack with Xingzi Taidi ; sili . ZhiLian with Taidi. After that both of them walk off and Ameline came back. Went coffee shop and ate with Bliven,Dickie,Jack,Minchee,Shihui,Libin,Benjamin. After that bus home.

说要放你走，可是真的真的自己怎么都在想你，想当初我们一起做过的事，每当想到你，我的眼

泪就不停的流出来。在也没有人逗我笑，你留下来的都是眼泪，深深的伤口。我硬要说没有你日

子没了你有多好，可是当人群散掉，我真的可以死掉。多么多年以来，早就很习惯了你的保护，

现在你呢么轻易的把我推倒一边让我难过得度过这一切，为什么就不可以当回我的大哥哥，大哥

哥我就瞒足了。。。 哥哥就好了。。 真的。。。哥哥就够了。。



baby thanks for the teddy bear.
i am so afraid yesterday night , hugging it just like hugging you.
so comforted , so so so much warmth.
Teddy is the only thng you left back , nothing els than that i can feel you with..
But at the same time ; if i hug it tight , it would get smaller ; eventually become a nothing .