Thursday, July 30, 2009 8:36 PM

♥Finally , back to normal human life. I let him go already? ( yes! )

Went to school recently , ( obviously ). Meiyu Got to stay at home , TakeCare! Hope she is back soon , my mood was'nt as nice when she is away , bull shit. Classes over classes. Got headace during both A and E maths classes , ( really can't take the pressure any longer , really hope the last accident could just take me to heaven.I am really , sick and tired. ) Lessons were bored , bored , bored.

Sometimes really , i don't know who to tell my feelings to , some choose to ignore , some choose to go against , some choose to whatever to me. Yea , thats how you all classified friends as , ahh! forget it -.-' Thanks Meiyu sunnu again , you're the only one responded to me when i was feeling dam down yesterday , get well soon okay ? Ah ma needs you , ( emotionally , not physically ) :) Things happening around is giving me much pressure. Just that , trust changed my attitude towards everybody.

I decided to blog , because yea , yea , yea. Its because of him. oh whatever now. I decided to give up ealier.

I don't know what can i say , but , haaa , i am really a joker. Some sort of , clown joker , plain joker.
Fat , pathatic , ugly , 虚伪 , bitch , retarded. Are'nt me still not a joker?