If only i can dig my heart out , to tell you how much i am loving you right now at this moment. My heart still ace a lot , really a lot. The pain is indescribable . I don't know why am i still missing as much as the past. I don't know why my tears still row down even when you dumped me right here. My heart really hurts a lot. Until today you're still stands a very important place in my heart. The place that you have been standing for 5 years , never change. People says , time heals any wound. This sentence does not work for me anymore. It has been 6 months , i have been waiting for something i know wont have any ending , but why am i still here waiting for you? I have been loving you for the past 4 years , isn't something easy to put down. Up and downs that i treated bravely for the sake of you. Now everything is different , you don't return ANY love for me anymore. Its something that is clearly stated to be something i wont be able to turn back the time. Why can't i just stop thinking these. I just remember the same feeling when you told me , your finger got cut . When i saw the wound , do you even know how my heart hurts to see your finger in that state , how much i want to tell you i rather i am the one got cut than you're the one. You decided to escape these , You wanted a silent break. I respected it. I miss you , alot. If God give me a chance to see you again , i will lock your face into my head , never removing it. Your face now is so fade now , i always dream of catching your image and i always failed to do so. How i got out from bed crying .I don't mind being the one crying , the one being hurt. I don't even want you to feel a little guilty or uncomfort . I want you to be happy , I want you to be the happiest person on earth. I want you to be the most blissed person on earth. I am no longer the person whom can bring happiness to you. All these i can only pray god to give you. I just want to know if you're still fine ,if you're having your 3 meals a day , if you're still taking notice of your own health.. I just want to know if you're healthy and save. Thats all i want.

imy , alot. You're the only one i fall for untill today.